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[15 Oct 2005|11:15pm] My uncle died last night. I only met him once. I have a weird inward sadness about it. Weird. On a sidenote: hi. college is KICKING MY ASS. it's not so much a warm feeling than it is me just really really enjoying his company. i don't know. maybe he makes me feel confortable. i really don't know. i wish there was a formula.

[27 Sep 2005|01:39am] today i shook kevin smith's hand. yeah i did. i need a mental pick me up. i don't know what's going on. but right now, i am way down. LALA

[19 Sep 2005|11:48am] sometimes... i just wanna kill a bitch. DAMN. guys. i miss san francisco. i miss going to concerts. i miss, i dunno. i miss nor cal. so cal is the rad. but bitches get stitches no matter where you are. booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. 2 Sang LALA

[08 Sep 2005|06:26pm] this is me feeling slightly homesick =0\ i think i'll go cry a little bit however, there are people back home... that i just really never want to see ever again.

[01 Sep 2005|07:18pm] The new death cab is lovely. buy it on tuesday for the good of the country. also, starbucks is SO INSANE. jcrizzle. like brothers on hotel bed.... FOR SURE. beautiful beautiful song. OH YEAH! fuck yeah green day and your video of the year plus 6 other vmas. HELLZ YES. this is my 90th time updating but the new death cab is SUCH a beautiful record. it flows so nicely. perfect chill music.

[26 Aug 2005|10:38pm] college.... heh. i love you guys. 2 Sang LALA

[22 Aug 2005|10:09pm] Hi. Happy Birthday Amanda! Okay then. Bye. LALA

[18 Aug 2005|09:10pm] Los Angeles, I'm yours.

[13 Aug 2005|11:55pm] Hey, I have a sore throat. If it leads to strep throat, you better BELIEVE I will track down all you sick bastards and shoot you in the kneecaps. That is all. LALA

[07 Aug 2005|11:08pm] for the first time this summer I am officially bored.... ( Read more... ) LALA

[05 Aug 2005|05:45pm] Awwwww shit! my room mate is soooooooooooooooooooo adorable. I'm even more excited now then I was before. I just really fucking love everything right now. It could be the drugs... Hahahahaha. I'm kidding... Really, I am. I leave in 13 days.... yayayayayayayayayayayay. 2 Sang LALA

[30 Jul 2005|01:11am] So I'm tearing everything off my walls one by one. I think I will also erase my user name off of this computer. I want to erase myself out of this house. I know, it's not like I can't wait to move out or anything...

[25 Jul 2005|09:23pm] I think this is funny. "But how can you tell if your teen is in trouble? Dr. Cunningham lists behavioral shifts as a warning sign that there might be something wrong: "If there is a dramatic change in your child's behavior, going from one extreme to the other...it's the number one indicator that there might be drug abuse. For example, a child who really used to care about her appearance no longer cares about her appearance anymore." Other signs Dr. Cunningham points out are changes in peer groups and physical indicators such as smelling of smoke or having red eyes." Yeah, okay. In the summertime, personally, I don't care how I look because it's hot and it's summer for god's sake. Also, red eyes?!!? cellooooooooooo, maybe i went swimming. Anyway, if i wanted to hide my red eyes from my mom, i'd buy some damn visine. seriously, my 'elders' can be sooooooooo thick-headed. PS: chex, love, feel better! yesterday, i bought an air supply cd and a william shakespeare action figure. *blush*

[20 Jul 2005|10:33pm] Oh no.... I don't know if anyone remembers my super intense love for Jason Mraz, but, he's dropping a new cd rather soon... Mmmmmmmmm. That is all. I am indeed excited. also: i love vince vaughn.

[17 Jul 2005|09:02pm] Do you ever get the feeling that it's all just a waste of time? Cue: The Disappearing Act for no less than three days. I need a friend cleansing. I sometimes feel that I hate you. I'd say sorry, but I'd be lying. Oh well. I'd talk about Orientation and such, but I'd rather leave it to your imagination. Now, back to Harry Pottah.

[07 Jul 2005|03:15pm] I sometimes feel like I would like to dig my eyes out with a spoon mellon baller. It is almost as if that is what spoons mellon ballers are meant to do. I will admot that I was, in fact, disappointed, however, I will never retaliate because doing something like that to a friend is not how I roll, so, I'm over it. The length of my nails cannot be healthy. I think I'll get a manicure, pedicure and my eyebrows done before I go to LA. I think I'e also decided that I'm letting my hair grow out blonde!!! Yep, I'm letting it grow out. My roots are pretty long, and the blonde is growing in so light, and for some reason, I like it a lot. I think I may for brunette or something later. We'll see. I got my hair cut like a while ago, and I LOVE IT. Currently, this is what is on my mind. 4 Sang LALA

[04 Jul 2005|03:17pm] So far, summer movie wise I have seen: Batman Begins - it was flipping sweet. Bewitched - I thought it was absolutely lovely. Mr. and Mrs. Smith - This movie was great. Brad and Angelina do work quite well together. LALA

[29 Jun 2005|12:54am] I'm so far gone I'm running on empty I'm so far gone now, Do you wanna take me on? I may, in fact, be one of those poeple with a song on their voicemail... =0\ Uh, on the walk home from work I was having a texture orgasm and touched everything. It was lovely. Um, deflower? I wish I went to Bane last night; however, I had a really amazing night. I like when I walk home from work, sit down, and let all my leg muscles spasm. It's a weird sort of stress reliever. I want alfred. Mmm.

[24 Jun 2005|01:45pm] University of Spoiled Children? I'm gonna be so fucking out of place =0\

[21 Jun 2005|05:54pm] I hope this means the worst is over. I'm sorry if I yell at you. I pretty much hate. That's all there is to it. I kind of had a breakdown. I still don't say what I really think to my brother or mom. So, like the fucked up weirdo I've become, I just scream. Literally. I just put my hand over my mouth and scream. It's pretty relaxing actually. Counting down the hours. My mom finally said she was sorry. She also said she was going to make it up to me. I told her I doubted it. I will never turn 18 again. But she still has another chance to make it right with my sister. Life's a bitch and then you die... My brother, being the supportive person he is, told me I should just get over it because I will have a million other shitty weekends. Instead of trying to explaining that no weekend will EVER be as in important as this weekend, I walked outside and screamed. I then returned to my room and stopped talking to him. I don't need to take his shit anymore, so I just won't talk to him. He's worthless. If I wasn't such a broke fool, I'd give him back his HUGE 50 dollars he gave me. Fucking cheap ass loser. He is never getting a gift from me ever again. I'll write him a check for the 2 grand IF THAT that he spent on my shitty ass lexus and tell him to shove his self righteous bullshit up his ass. ah yes. some day. SOME DAY I hope karma comes back around and rewards me. I cry a lot. I'll just be sitting and start crying. I'm sorry if it brings you down. There is nothing I can do. seriously. what the fuck did i EVER do to deserve such shit.

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